This is a story about a young man's experiences at a very young age that lead to emotional trauma, trauma responses, and later as an adult PTSD. Written for primarily his children as an expression of love so that they didn't have to investigate who their father was, as the author did, only to come up empty. So he sat and he wrote his experiences from his point of view for his children to know and understand, how he made it, Out Of The Dark. The author, also a dedicated believer of Jesus Christ, also wants to use his story as a tool for other young people, families, and communities as a way to right all that he had done wrong. The author understands the carnage, the roles he played, and the pain caused. But the author also understands that he has been forgiven by the Blood of Jesus Christ who died for all of it, Hallelujah!