I can't get it up anymore and want to try abstinence, but then Kilian shows up and throws everything off. Dominic is facing a challenge: to overcome his erectile dysfunction, he commits to three months of celibacy. The decision pays off-he gains clarity, confidence, and lands the coveted role of Hamlet at the theater. But just as things start falling into place, Kilian enters his life and turns everything upside down. Kilian is a passionate lighting designer whose life swings between the highs and lows of his manic-depressive episodes. From their first encounter at the strip club where Dominic works part-time, a quiet intensity builds between them. Despite the growing connection, something unspoken stands in their way. Can Dominic hold on to the balance he's fought for? And could Kilian bring a light into his life he never knew he needed? A thoughtful, modern love story about restraint, attraction, and the quiet courage to let someone in.