Sometimes it's not the loud voices that keep you awake, but the quiet thoughts that never really go away. They sit in the quiet corners of your consciousness, lurking and whispering. Some days they are just a noise in the background, barely noticeable. Other days they literally scream and you can't ignore them no matter how hard you try. The contents and text of the book describe the feelings, thoughts and actions of Istbereit He couldn't muster more courage than just having his pseudonym published.