""This is a time capsule of sorts. A snapshot on the conflicting feeling about growing up as a Gen Z in my mid-twenties surrounded by my own inner thoughts. It gets really depressing really quickly. I feel like a child even though I am an adult. It is a journey where I have no idea where the destination is or what I am even looking for in the first place. Self-improvement is really hard and change is so scary. These poems revolve around dealing with being in the world as someone that does not seem equipped to be in it, along with all of the joy and sadness that comes with one being alive. You get to read all about my insecurities and my hopes as though it is a therapy session. It is a deeply personal collection of how I currently see myself, the world around me, and the possibilities for the future. Get ready for a lot of anxious overthinking from a chronically neurotic, sensitive young adult who feels left behind by the outside world. I get really down on myself and explore the possibilities of why I am like this. There are some dark stuff, some humorous stuff, some tragic stuff, some deep stuff, stuff that might make you cry, stuff that might make you want to get up and change your life. Like everything, it is all up to your interpretation on how you see it.""