I wrote this book as a reminder of my past life and how God is so merciful. He will always turn situations around when you least expect it. It is also a reminder of my ups and downs, but mostly about how I lived my life putting God aside for my worldly pleasure. I was searching for love in all the wrong places. It is about family, relationships, friends, my four marriages and the church. Also about all the disappointments I went through until I was willing to surrender all my life to God. He has been faithful to me even though I did not deserve it. However He blessed and restored me for being obedient to Him. Even though I am 78 years old, I feel God still has a lot for me to do before He calls me home. Today I am pleased with my life so much so that I want the world to know about my past life and how God brought me to where I am today. I wrote this book about my past life so men and women all over the world would know that God can change anyone who is willing to be obedient to His call in their lives. Today my life is fully devoted to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, who saved me by shedding His blood on the cross at Calvary. My relationship with Him at this point in life is a relationship that I would love every man and woman to have with Him.