I've been going through difficult times in my life since I was a little girl. What I didn't know was that I had a purpose to fulfill, and everything that I went through was God's perfect will for my life. What I went through in my life has made me the person I am today. There were times when I would cry out, "Lord, where are you? Why aren't you helping me?" I felt so alone, but I later came to realize that those were the times when the Lord was cradling me in his arms. Right now I live in the north of England in what used to be a very quiet place. It's not so quiet these days. I've lived here since the early 1980s, and I still have love for this place.